WHEN A FRIEND DIES

I have been thinking about writing this but I couldn't..

But I must try to tonight.

You see it's easier to keep a friend than to be a real friend and take the risk of losing your friend.

Now that I am born again I find it hard to be in a relationship without taking that step of bringing someone I care for to Christ.

Yesterday , as I took a ride with a dear friend to the airport, I told her that one regret I have is not sharing with a friend so close to my heart...and now I would never have that chance..

I wasn't born again then and I did not see the need to...


This morning a young man made a speech in my class for oral communication.

He spoke of his friend who died.

He said he was trully shaken...

When I gave him my feedback I spoke about how I felt about my friend who died,

my profound regret for not sharing about being a Christian.

My voice cracked and my eyes were burning...


All the eyes in the class stared at me , shocked...

I managed to control myself..



Later ... Jesus spoke to me to reach out to my mother

Now if I did not...I would definitly regret...

It was not easy...

I shared the experience of Jesus coming when my dad died...

And I shared about how the Holy Spirit touched me ever since Gabriel shared with me

( you can read this in Angelic Assistance...The Price Of Christ )

Well , she did not seem interested...

And I let it be....

I told myself there would be another day....




Then later this evening mum called me for no good reason...

Well, I felt then that she was interested....



How do you share with someone who has become comfortable with her own ways..?